Day 136

Just wanted to check in quickly before I go to bed. I had a rough, rough weekend eating wise. My brother got married, I had a garage sale AND I housed 4 family members for the weekend. With all the craziness going on, I didn't take the time to count calories, and ate things that were convienent and on hand, instead of taking the extra time to make healthy choices. Dumb, I know, but it is what it is. I didn't even weigh myself today, but I'm sure I'm back up to 210 or even higher. Sigh....I can lose and gain my initial 5-6 pounds in like 3 days. I thought this morning I was going to be all motivated and "kill it", but I didn't! :-( I'm telling you, sugar is a DRUG!! After eating so much of it yesterday, it was literally almost impossible to stay away from it today. I feel so huge and gross and I hate it. Tomorrow I will get up and go to my exercise class, and hope it will start off my day well and help me make good choices with food. Hope I can report back tomorrow with better news.